I have always been a free spirit,
but often felt limited and restricted
I grew up in a family with lack mindset, where the sentences I heard the most were something like: "money don't grow on trees", "we can't afford it", "you need to find a good job and make sure you keep it", "dreaming doesn't make you money" .
When I started working, I started having issues with self-esteem - although you wouldn't think so - and money mindset.
I pretty much always struggled to make money, it didn't matter what position I was in.
I've always had this inner knowing that my life would be better. I have always been a dreamer, with big dreams long before I knew what self development, setting goals and the law of attraction were. Add to the equation that I'm an emphath and I feel people's energies and emotions, and you can imagine the challenges of wanting to fight those limiting beliefs.
I grew up thinking that in order for me to achieve what I wanted I would had to work hard and struggle
because it had always been like that for me, nothing ever came easily.
I used to change job often, because of the toxic environments or simply because I was offered better.
That created unnecessary fights at home because for my parents you had to stick with it.
I never believed that was true and I eventually stopped telling them about it.
Around my mid 20ies I almost got to a point where it seemed I had found some peace, I was finally fitting in.
A new job that could potentially be there for longer than the last one, a boyfriend and the possibility to go towards that stability..
The truth was that I was totally kidding myself, and my soul knew it and made sure to change that!
I had been dreaming of moving to London for years but kept pushing it aside until it was no longer possible..
just as I found some sort of.. let's call it peace..
My intuition started to get very loud and the universe kept pushing in all kinds of directions to make me move and so I did.
In 2009 I got to point where I felt I was suffocating and the only way out was listening to my soul.
I lived in London for 12 years and it was my real school of life and where I finally felt free.
It's been the place where I always felt home, where I struggled the most but that taught me who I really am,
and that I can change my life and be free from limitations.
I moved with very few money. Knowing that my parents would not support me, I had to make it somehow.
In my head I would easily find a job in advertising and everything would be alright.
In reality, the lack mindset and low self-esteem quickly caught up with me and I ended up just going for the first job I found,
which was great because I had so much fun but, professionally and financially quite a few steps back..
Imagine what my ego was telling me..
But, I was in London, my dream city, so that almost cancelled everything else that was making me worry or feeling less than.
The first few years were a struggle financially, but somehow I made it work.
In those years I truly learnt to understand the power of my intuition and why it was important to follow it even when
it didn't make sense, especially when I talked to others.
Self help books and videos on how to better your life were my food. I was hooked to Jack Canfield, Tony Robbins, Les Brown
and all the top American motivational speakers. I was buying books and doing the exercises they were teaching because
I was so desperate to change my life.
After practising on me, I would suggest the same things on others and I quickly became
"the person to go to if you want to feel better", to the point that people started suggesting I became a coach.
That thought stuck into my head and I started saying I would one day, but never took real action towards it.
Until my dad passed away and that totally freaked me out. I realised I was wasting my time and my life, once again trying to fit in.
I knew corporate jobs and the fight for more money weren't for me. I've always been here to do some meaningful, fulfilling and important. That's when everything changed and I started to really commit to myself and my dreams.
I became a coach in 2017 and in 2018 I flew to Arizona to take part to " Breakthrough to Success" with my adored Jack Canfield.
That week changed my life in so many ways. I was surrounded by amazing people with a variety of stories and I think that's when I truly realised that I'm meant to be a coach and a healer, this is my purpose for real.
In a meditation about purpose we did that week, a voice told me I was healer. I didn't believe it at the time but it quickly became truth.
The moment I committed to change my mindset and started healing myself
From 2015 I became devoted to better my life.
I learnt about energies, repressed emotions, mindset and everything else that helped me feel better, heal,
move forward and release limitations in whichever way they blocked me.
I started using it with my clients and getting amazing feedback. It motivated me even more to learn more.
My spiritual journey took me to do inner child healing, energy healing, ancestral healing, emotional healing.
I had sessions of all kind: emotion code, akashic records, tarot, quantum physic techniques and so much more to release beliefs,
heal wounds that were stored in my subconscious.
I took reiki level 1 & 2 and and other courses. I am so fascinated by the power of our body, mind and spirit,
their interconnection and the amount of healing modalities we have at our disposals.
The most important for me are emotions and energies.
The more I released the ones keeping me stuck, the more I wanted to learn more.
I am a Life Path 8, Cancer Sun and Sagittarius rising, and a Line 5/1 Generator.
I have purple, magenta and orange in my color chart.
If you know anything about those practises, you'll also know this is who I am, that the struggles in my life have been there to help me understand myself in such a way because I'm here to help others do the same, and believe that you can free yourself and create the life you desire, no matters your background or your setbacks.
Once I started coaching clients, I realised I was not just a "normal" coach, I was able to tune into my client's emotions and energies and help them deeper. This wasn't news for me, because I had always felt other people's energies and emotions and used them to navigate my life but, seeing how this was helping me to empower and help my clients changed the way I wanted to work and
my perception of me. This became even stronger when I started doing color vibration sessions.
That's when the meditation I did with Jack Canfield started to make real sense for me.
My intuition, my emotions and my energies are the tools that help me help my clients and it's all already all within me.
This is clear in my color vibration and Human Design Chart, but at the time I was not aware of it.
Understanding how I worked energetically and emotionally was the biggest discovery, help and confirmation.
This is why Color Therapy and Human Design have now become the tools I use the most in my coaching and healing practices.
Those two practices helped me to understand some really important aspects of myself:
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I am not restless. As a generator with line 1/5 I am curious and I want to master things, once I have, I need to move on to the next step or to something new otherwise I'll get bored and frustrated. This is linked to my orange energy that needs me to be lit up and follow joy in order to get messages from my intuition (sacral energy), use my creativity and make aligned decisions
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The energy of struggle is something I need to learn to enter in correctly which is something I learnt studying understanding my Human Design chart, since I have the channel of struggle which has the energy of the struggle and the fighter combined. The struggle for me is what helped me understand more about myself, learnt the lessons and fight for what matters. This is totally aligned to the energy of magenta, which I have twice in my color chart. Its energy is a request to assess life, dive deep into past knowledge, into spiritual knowledge and be able to make it
understandable and use it in the business world, for the greatest good of all. -
My intuition has always been very strong. I know now it's my super power. I have the Power Channel in Human Design that is the intuitive force and related to sound. This energy totally matches with the purple in my color chart which is related to the energy I was born with, it's the color of intuition and the deep connection to self, which will lead to success
Learning to understand my energies, doing inner work has helped me to really understand who I am and,
knowing that there is a personal strategy I can follow to bring me back on truck has been invaluable.
Color Therapy and Human Design both explain how you function energetically based on your own personal energies, not someone else's blue print. They both help you receiving confirmation and providing a strategy to be in flow
and understand where you need to do inner work in order to release what's keeping you stuck,
or just follow a personal strategy in order to be in synch with your natural self, rather then doing
what other people do because they get results.
It doesn't matter your background, how much money you have, where you come from.
We have all followed a path that we thought was the right one but, for most of us, that path didn't involve
understanding ourselves deeper, it only involved taking actions to have a certain career or a certain life style.
This is why, at some point, people feel stuck, not aligned, like there is something else they can and want to do but with that understanding, also all the fears and limiting beliefs come up.
You might be at the beginning of your journey as an entrepreneur or, you might be a seasoned and very successful one, but I am sure in many occasions you made choices based on "should", "what the experts told you to do", or otherwise,
that brought you to not feeling aligned, or that in the long run felt heavy, a mistake.
That's ok, we all do what we can with what we have.
This is why I believe that knowing yourself is how you release limitations and create life at your own terms,
because nobody can know you better than you!
All you need is wanting to understand more of you, so that you can better your life professionally and personally.
My mission is to help entrepreneurs, to free themselves from all limitations:
be that mindset, emotional and energetic wounds or anything else that might keep them stuck.
I believe that we are all here to create something magnificent, and if you have a vision for yourself and others
but somehow something is not working, I want you to know that it's not because you're not good enough
or what you're doing is not for you. You're amazing as you are!
You only need to learn to understand who you truly are at the core, without all the layers of limitations that have been put upon yourself by family, society, religion and yourself, understand how you function, heal some old wounds and release fears, so that you can see and believe in you again, or continue to do it more powerfully.
I've done this for myself and I want to help you free yourself too.
We need visionaries, dreamers and people that want to better this world and there is no better place to start than
your own self, to truly transform the collective. We're here to heal, rise, and enjoy our time on earth.
I hope I fired you up! If I did, let's chat!
Are you ready to free yourself and live in your flow of natural abundance?
